Friday, July 31, 2009



Okay, so we had this Speech Contest in school today.
I thought it's in the afternoon so we'd miss Chemistry.
Imagine my shock when I saw Mr Peter this morning and asked what time the competition was, and he said 8AM.
I was like "OMG NO! I didn't bring my Chemistry books. T-T"

So yeah, I sat through 2 hours of speeches.
I don't really like to listen to these kind of things, so I brought my word search there to do.
There wasn't any particularly interesting speech, but I guess they were all pretty okay la.
Some of them were so cute when they spoke, their accents lol! xD

English class was, thank goodness!!
We didn't have to write any essays, or edit any essays, or look for information in boring passages.
Thank goodness.
All we did was edit our essays.
I did it with Benson.
And occasionally, got "NUDGED" (more like kicked) by Dalvin.
So I helped See Lik and Dalvin edit their essays too.

I went home during lunch time.
I think we're making soap by a process called saponification today for Chemistry class??

And after that, PE.

But who cares about PE.

Bwahahaha. xDD

:PP

Thursday, July 30, 2009

O.M.G.
Melissa Tiong, I am sooooo gonna kill you.
=.="
Ohmygosh!!!!!!
It was the wrong person!!!!
AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
I'm NEVER, EVER DOING ANY FAVORS FOR YOU EVER AGAIN! ! T-T

Anyway, tomorrow is some Speech Contest which the whole school will waste time listening to, as usual.
*yawn*
Until today, I still don't get what's the point of having all these kind of weird competitions.
How was today?
I brought my word search to school.
I was immensely bored during English, so I did it while teacher was SLOWLY *and I mean SLOWLY* typing out the edited paragraphs the class did.
We have to do that tomorrow too *groan*
Save us please someone from that hell of boredom.
And sigh.
For physics, time just passed by so slowly.
Teacher, as usual, disappeared from class to god knows where for god knows how long.
Sorry for the crappy post, it's been a looooong day and the weather is pretty damn hot, so I'm kind of in a grumpy mood.
I hope I can survive through physics tuition tonight, (2.5 hours) , oh please let me survive it T-T

BY THE WAY, my sister ANAS has just passed her driving test TODAY so CONGRATULATIONS SIS!
But don't use the fact that you can drive NOW(!) to blackmail me! >_<

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Crazy

I gotta read up on Economic Growth tonight.
Because that's what we're gonna be doing for Econs tomorrow.
Plus, I haven't finished the homework on Unemployment and Population.
Gods!
I'm having a very very uber boring night ahead of me.
*rolls eyes*
ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzz
I can see that floating over my head already .
HELPPPPP!!!!!!

Oh yeah one more thing I was supposed to say, but I can't remember. . .

I'm back to my word search mania,
I just have nothing better to do~
Wheee!!
The adrenaline rush! :PP

Hehe, signing off now, the clock just cuckoo-ed again.
Omg, it's 10 already?!?!

Monday, July 27, 2009

I feel so bored.
I actually did HOMEWORK today, believe it or not.
I haven't had HOMEWORK in like,, three years?
Ever since I set foot inside Lodge International, the word "homework" ceased to exist to me.
Yeah.
So I was lagging my way through quartile graphs and Chemistry Organic Chemistry homework.
It was 40+ questions for Chem, including subquestions.
Wow!
And I finished everything! ! *victory dance*
Woo hoo! =D
Anyways today was Report Card Day.
My mum beat me up like mad after seeing my results =.="
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But tomorrow is another day =D
Albeit boring one.
I still wonder why we have to take so many useless classes like BM! Citizenship. PE.
What the hell.
Like, literally my 3 most hated subjects in school.
A total and absolute waste of time.

Now I'm doing my crossword puzzle, though I'm supposed to be sleeping.
It's officially 12 midnight, my cuckoo clock is ringing.
Goodbye.

P/S : The dogs can't stop barking! ! >_<

Friday, July 24, 2009

Care Bear

Look!
I took this Care Bear quiz!

And My results are......

*drum roll please*

You are most like Tenderheart Bear.

Tenderheart is a loving and lovable bear who knows lots about helping others share their feelings. By helping people show they care, Tenderheart Bear helps spread love and make it grow. He wears the perfect symbol for his job on his tummy a heart.

His Caring Mission shows people how to care. His Symbol in the shape of a heart represents his famous loving care. His personality is caring and kind. His Character Quirk is that he's a real daredevil in any vehicle from a skateboard to a cloudmobile. His color is Brown.His Best Friend is Grumpy Bear. His Relationship Challenge is helping Funshine Bear know when it's the wrong time to joke. Motto is Nobody cares like a bear.

=--------------
So weird leh ! >.<
Hey I haven't been blogging lately.
Internet's bad and stuff.
Well how's school.
lt's been pretty hectic and stuff, with all the revisions coming up.
Actually, not really.
I remember being less stressed, but studying more for my UPSR exam.
Tonight we're having some VIPs and whatever people coming from West Malaysia *I think* for the official opening of the ugly Dun building and some whatever conference this weekend.
Dad's dragging me out to watch the festivities tonight after class.
Right now, I'm waiting for the kopitiam downstairs to open so I can have my super early dinner.
I miss the food there xD

Lesse now.
My nose is hurting.
When I push it up, it hurts. >_<
Is it broken?
Rachel told me " NO!!!!! -___-"
And now my thumb is swollen. :((
Man, I can't stop scratching it .

I find myself really really busy lately.
Bored + busy.
What kind of combo is this?
Trial is about one month away.
I believe it's 5 weeks, according to all the teachers.
OMG.
-___-
Wish us luck ! ! >.<

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

I can't go online anymore.
Mum's officially banning me from going online.
I'm doing my article for newsletter now so I can sneak in a post.
But yeah, my blog's gonna be officially dead for the next few months.
PROBABLY.
I don't know, I normally blog when I'm stressed.
So I will probably blog hahah!
BUT CHANCES ARE LOW!!!

I'm juggling a couple of things right now.
So I'm pretty busy.
Work's keeping me on my toes.
So toodles, I don't have anything to say today, except that I need to contact my sis soon, she's starting to complain.
Bye bye ! ^0^

Monday, July 20, 2009

I'm kinda bored now.
I don't know why my screen resolution is so big >_<
Um, exam results are back, all.
=.="
I didn't really study for this stupid exam.
So I got lousy results -.-"
And now I'm hungry.
I got class l8r so I'll blog first =D

Hmmm, what to say?
Today for BM class, we finally got started on the stupid novel assignment we have to do.
Tertia, Mel and I were in one group.
I remember one question, about this stupid Anita girl, we were struggling to find out her age.
Stupid novel.
Stupid BM.

I wanna go to Singapore !
OK, BYE BYE !

Sunday, July 19, 2009

I'm Clare.
And I'm currently lamenting on the fact that an elementary school kid probably has more homework than I do.
Man, I must be screwed.
Bored outta my mind.
I washed the bathroom and I'm doing facial for myself.
*yawn*
And now I'm gonna pack my school bag.
Sighs.
I haven't packed my school bag in years.

What am I gonna do?
What am I supposed to do?
I've run out of TV shows.
Ran out of books.
Bored of the computer.
Lazy to go out.
I feel like going to the Club!
>_<

And go swim swim swim or play squash.
Dammit, I hate this feeling of unproductiveness.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Difference between Friends and Best Friends

Found this on the Internet!
Haha, no, I don't search for it.
I just save it everytime I see something interesting on whichever website I'm at. :P


FRIENDS/BEST FRIENDS

FRIENDS: Will comfort you when he rejects you.
BEST FRIENDS: Will go up and ask him, "It's because you're gay, isn't it?"

FRIENDS: Will be there for you when he breaks up with you.
BEST FRIENDS: Will call him up and whisper, "Seven days..."

FRIENDS: Helps you up when you fall.
BEST FRIENDS: Keeps on walking saying, "Walk much, dumb ass?"

FRIENDS: Helps you find your prince.
BEST FRIENDS: Kidnaps him and brings him to you.

FRIENDS: Will ask you if you're okay when you're crying.
BEST FRIENDS: Will laugh at you and say, "Ha Ha, Loser!"

FRIENDS: Will offer you a soda.
BEST FRIENDS: Will dump theirs on you.

FRIENDS: Will sit at the side of the pool with you at that time of the month.
BEST FRIENDS: Will throw you a tampon and push you in.

FRIENDS: Gives you their umbrella in the rain.
BEST FRIENDS: Takes yours and says, "Run - beep - run!"

FRIENDS: Will help you move.
BEST FRIENDS: Will help you move the bodies.

FRIENDS: Will bail you out of jail.
BEST FRIENDS: Would be in the room next to you saying, "That was awesome! Let's do it again!"

FRIENDS: Never ask for anything to eat or drink.
BEST FRIENDS: Helps themselves and are the reason why you have no food.

FRIENDS: Call your parents by Mr. and Mrs. and Grandpa, by Grandpa.
BEST FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD and MOM and Grandpa, GRAMPS!

FRIENDS: Would bail you out of jail.
BEST FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you sayin’ "DAMN!" we messed up!

FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.
BEST FRIENDS: Wont tell everyone else you cried...just laugh about it with you in private when your not down anymore.

FRIENDS: Asks you to write down your number.
BEST FRIENDS: Has you on speed dial.

FRIENDS: Borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.
BEST FRIENDS: Loses your stuff and tells you, "My bad...here's a tissue."

FRIENDS: Only know a few things about you.
BEST FRIENDS: Could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story...

FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
BEST FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you

FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.
BEST FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME."

FRIENDS: You have to tell them not to tell anyone.
BEST FRIENDS: Already know not to tell.

FRIENDS: Are only through high school/college. (aka: drinking buddies)
BEST FRIENDS: Are for life.

FRIENDS: Will be there to take your drink away from you when they think you've had enough.
BEST FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place & say "Girl drink the rest of that ! You know we don't waste!

FRIENDS: Would ignore this.
BEST FRIENDS: Will repost this crap!
Haha. Pretty interesting, aye? ;)
Oh, I didn't really notice but my lil sis pointed out to me
"This must be for girls since they have the time of the month."
Me : *Scrolls up* "Oh yeah! Haha, Sha you're so smart! ! "
Oh by the way, it's just some random thing.
So don't follow everything it says and leave your best friend starving or throw them into the pool when they have that time of the month OK???
:PP

Cold-mania

I. am. so. tired. sick.
Ever since I've taken that stupid jab, I feel so weak and tired.
Sore throat.
Headaches.
Fever.
I'm not the only one.
Daddy and Dru too.
:(
Mum says we have a weak immune system cos she and Sha are in perfect condition.
=.="
Whatever.
That's so not true >_<

Now I feel so sleepy.
But some appalling news have just reached my ears.
Homg.
I'm really shocked at the hypocrisy of some people nowadays.
Just cos they think they have a *little bit* (emphasis on little) of power, they can impose it on other people as and when they wish.
I mean, c'mon la.
YOU wanna implement something?
Then don't do it in the first place!
TOH HUEK AH!
It's like yourself being a drug addict and telling your accomplice not to take drugs!
Kinda STUPID right?
Makes people wonder whether you've gone to SCHOOL.
Education much, people?

Sheesh.
This is one of the reasons why I despise Malaysia so much.
Some of the people can be so shitty, it becomes not so funny anymore!
There's such thing called drawing a line.
You make people of your own social status and background seem so low-class.

Don't put a damper on my mood~!!!!!!!!!!!

*inhale exhale inhale exhale*
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YOU BETTER JAGA! !
I really don't like getting angry, so don't piss me off.
...........................

Okay, I'm calm now.
Sheesh, didn't know things can go so out of hand when you're a teenager.
No wonder parents dread adolescence stage.
I'm starting to hate it too.
Sighs.
Greeeeeeeattttttt.
Now I have an EVEN WORSE headache.

Grrrrr!!!!!
I'm gonna sleep this off.

But before that, my results!!!
EEEEEEEKKKKKK.
Nearly everything has dooooooooooooop-ed.
But a few went up ^-^
I'm sad. TOT
But I'm lazy too. xD

Random thought of the day :
I miss my sister. :(

Random quote of the day :
Just because today was a bad day doesn't mean that tomorrow won't be the best day of your life. You just got to get there.

Monday, July 13, 2009

I went for my Influenza jab this morning.
And ran into Bryan Lau. . .Again.
I seem to be running into him a lot recemtly. O.O
Oh yeah, I was so scared when the doctor came with the needle.
My eyes literally went "O.O!!!!!! NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!"
And when he was gonna inject, I was like "WAIT! ! ! I'M NOT READY YET! ! "
Mum : "Don't be stupid Clare! "
Doctor : *jab*
Me : *squeeze eyes shut* It hurttttttttssssss!!!!!!!!!

I hate injections!

And I feel very weak and tired after that.
I fell asleep during econs class.
I blame the jab for making me sleep!

Oh, submitted the IGCSE Registration form today.
About half the people in Year 11 forgot alllll about it, me included.

Okay, the injection is making me drowsy again.
I feel so boh mood the whole day.
So I'm gonna sleep early!
Good night! =D
*yawns*
Time to go oi-oi.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Just yesterday I was the spectator.

Today I am the one being watched.

So what happens when the spectator becomes the spectated?


It looks fun and interesting just watching from inside.
But what happens when you get involved?

I guess the feelings of those being watched never came into our consideration.
We never felt their pain, never understood how it felt like.

Being in their shoes isn't as easy as it looks like.
Maybe both sides are feeling the pain of the blow as well.

I never understood your feelings.
Didn't know how it felt like.
I could only watch.
And hate you for causing this chaos.
Even now, years later, I still can't understand.
What you did.
Why you did it.
All I can do, as the next generation. . .
Is prevent the past from repeating itself.
But I'm afraid. . .
Evn after that vow I made,
It's getting harder. .
To perservere.

And if you're lucky, you'll be able to find someone to help you out.
Through thick and thin.


Just a random thought.
A bit of a draft for a story, perhaps?
I'm still deciding. :)
]

Osamu Mukai ~

So ever since the exams have finished, I have been GLUED.
Literally GLUED.
To the TV.

Because of this addictive SHOW!!!!

Atashinchi No Danshi.
It's super friggin' nice ! !


My favourite actor acted in this too, which makes it better! =D
Ohkura Sho, AKA Osamu Mukai.
He acted in Bambino and Nodame Cantabile too!







I just finished watching! !
Spent the whooooole night and the whoooooole morning married to the TV.
He he :P

Friday, July 10, 2009

Late post ! Internet was down

Exams are OVERRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Rainfest is this weekend.

I guess a lot of people are going, as usual.

But I'm NOT!

Yipppeee!!

Don't get me wrong or anything, I'm not a fan of Rainfest.

I just end up falling asleep there.

Every. Single. Time. I. Go.

So I don't wanna waste money and time to go . ^_^



Okay, recap on exams today.

Chemistry was pretty okay.

It's MCQ ! :D

BM was zomg.

I have come to this shocking realization.



Everyone.



I. Cannot. Do. A. UPSR. BM. PEMAHAMAN. Paper. Anymore.



OMG~ ! The shame!!!!!!!!!! T-T

National people, DON'T LAUGH WHEN YOU READ THIS OK >=[



But wth is Haji?

And rebung?! !?

I mean, c'mon la!

Not like we use that in daily life ! >.<

Bloody cai tai!



ICT Practical Paper 3, I'm quite satisfied with it after I screwed up the last page on Paper 2 last week.

But my page margins got a bit of problem.

So my Excel printing was albeit.. . ugh.

The rest was pretty good =D

I finished 4th!

After Andy, Greg and Ha Eun :)



Oh yeah, Teacher told us today who can take Extended and Core Biology.

*yawn*

She said I can take Extended.

Oh, and we saw our Bio results already.

Andy beat me. . . . by 2 marks. . . .

And he keeps rubbing it into my face everytime he sees me =.="

Just 2 marks ok!!!!!!!!

I got 2nd in Bio class.

Andy got 1st.

By the way, I beat Woo Jin AGAIN this term for Bio ! ! !

Muahahaha XDD

*He keeps insisting that he beat me in last term's Bio, which, He did NOT. I beat him by 1-4 marks ok. -.-*



Anyway, the rest of the weekend is PARRRRRRRRR-TAAAAAAAAYYYYY!!!!!!!!

Hee hee hee!

I can't wait ! ! :33

Especially shopping!

Not that I'm gonna shop though, just window shopping, but I'm bored.

Harry Potter, Harry Potter! ! !

The countdown is waiting ! ! !

How many more days?

I think one more week.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Tomorrow's the last day of exammmmmmmssssss!!!!!!!
I'm so happy, one more day of torture.
Anas is gonna be sitting for her driving exam next week.
And if she passes, she's going to be a P for PEN TAN. =DD

Yeah, Maths Paper 2 was pretty short.
I expected a gazillion one mark questions.
Bio Paper 1 had some tricky questions.
I forgot about the difference in lumen size of the arteries and the veins again O.O
Physics MCQ was just ayah.

Moving on . . .
Druuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!
Anas said she's gonna leave me behind when she learns her driving *sulk*
N i have to be flexible to her time grrrrrrr.
I hope mum and dad won't allow anas to drive the car. =.=

I wanna quickly make after exam plans.
I wanna watch dramas.
Sighs.
And meet up with my friends ! !
I hope Celina is BACK this time ! !
Which, I would like to remind her again, to update her blog! ! !

Eunice is back!!
But only for one week.
*glares at Eun and thinks why can't she stay longer*

Yeah, well not much things are happening around here.
Oh, Rainfest is coming up again.
Anyone going?
RWMF 2009.
Rainforest World Music Festival 2009, held in Sarawak Cultural Village every year.
*yawn*
Last year, when I went, it rained.
And I met lotsa people there too.
O.O
But I had to rush back to Kuching I remember.
Lol, had plans the next day mah . :P
Ahh, the memories. ;D

OH I almost forgot.
I found this interesting on the Internet a long time ago.
Was supposed to post it about a million years ago, just that it was on my laptop.
I think it defines mother-daughter relationships PERFECTLY.
From P to Y absolutely!

25 REASONS I OWE MY MOTHER

1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE."If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning."

2. My mother taught me RELIGION."You better pray that will come out of the carpet."

3 . My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL."If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!"

4. My mother taught me LOGIC."Because I said so, that's why."

5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC."If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me."

6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT."Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident."

7. My mother taught me IRONY."Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about."

8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS."Shut your mouth and eat your supper."

9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM."Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck !"

10. My mother taught me about STAMINA."You'll sit there until all that spinach is gone."

11. My mother taught me about WEATHER. "This room of yours looks as if a tornado went through it."

12. My mother taught me about HYPOCRISY."If I told you once, I've told you a million times. Don't exaggerate!"

13. My mother taught me the CIRCLE OF LIFE."I brought you into this world, and I can take you out."

14. My mother taught me about BEHAVIOR MODIFICATION."Stop acting like your father!"

15. My mother taught me about ENVY."There are millions of less fortunate children in this world who don'thave wonderful parents like you do."

16. My mother taught me about ANTICIPATION ."Just wait until we get home."

17. My mother taught me about RECEIVING."You are going to get it when you get home!"

18. My mother taught me MEDICAL SCIENCE."If you don't stop crossing your eyes, they are going to freeze that way."

19. My mother taught me ESP."Put your sweater on; don't you think I know when you are cold?" If you guys don't know, ESP is something like psychic powers.

20. My mother taught me HUMOR."When that lawn mower cuts off your toes, don 't come running to me."

21. My mother taught me HOW TO BECOME AN ADULT."If you don't eat your vegetables, you'll never grow up."

22. My mother taught me GENETICS."You're just like your father."

23. My mother taught me about my ROOTS."Shut that door behind you. Do you think you were born in a barn?"

24. My mother taught me WISDOM."When you get to be my age, you'll understand."

25. And my favorite: My mother taught me about JUSTICE."One day you'll have kids, and I hope they turn out just like you!"

Oh the irony of it all. Oh Mum, if you're reading this, I didn't write it OK!!
I just found it on the Internet.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

I just get soooo annoyed everytime my mum blames me for every bad thing that happens in the house ! !
Grrr.......! !
It's so unfair, to get blamed for everything that happens!

Inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale
Callllllmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, My Add Math Paper 2 is so much easier than my stupid Add Math Paper 1!! >.<
I was in a very good mood after that first paper.

But Chemistry just about ruined my day.
The moment I looked at the front cover of the exam paper,
I immediately knew this wasn't the IGCSE exam format.
Even the questions they ask are not our format!
Stupid.
So I got so pissed off looking at the damn paper.
Please la!
This isn't SINGAPORE ! ! !
Can you please set the bloody exam paper in OUR format!?!?!

Don't even know anything =.="!

Well tomorrow is just Math, Physics MCQ and Bio MCQ.
He.
I feel super malas. :"(

Rainfest is coming up soon.
But I'm not interested in going.
I always fall asleep when I'm there. :/

Oh, Harry Potter movie is coming out ! !
I wanna watchhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! :DD

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Heartfelt words

I received this chain mail from Jac a pretty long time ago.
Jac,, even though I said I normally don't read or open chain mail this time was an exception.
I particularly liked the poem at the end. :)

This is the poem:
Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well,
And as in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
'Tomorrow' I say! 'I will call on Tim
Just to show that I'm thinking of him.'
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,'Here's a telegram sir,'
'Tim died today.'
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.
Remember to always say what you mean

If you love someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late.
Seize the day.
Never have regrets.
And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today.

Thanks for sending it Jac. :)
Haha Mel said exam time is the highlight of my blog.
Cos I blog everyday!
Hahaha~
Umm, Lucky came back yesterday.
Today we had english paper 2.
Um, the summary paper.
It was allllllll about woolly mammoth.
Zomg.
I don't know no nothin' about woolly mammoths.
Econs Paper 2.
Structured Questions.
It was ok?
Yeah, I wrote 6 pages till my hands has the pen imprint and was shaking after the exam.
Benson's hands were shaking too Hahaha! :PP

Monday, July 6, 2009

Econs was a pretty short paper today, much to my utmost surprise.
I expected to write pages and pages of words, words and surprise, surprise, MORE WORDS.
It was a case study, analytical thinking paper.
Sighs.
I truly despise these type of papers.
So much so that I really, really, cannot describe my loathing in words.
Especially when the number of words I write is LIMITED. =.="
Add Math was pretty hard. O.O
As usual, I was unable to do the vectors in relation to physics. -.-"
How depressing.
Immediately after my paper was taken, I kicked Benson's chair and asked him how it was.
His response : hand slice through throat.
Then I turned left and in unison, Allie, Keith and I looked at each other and went "so hard!! T-T"
*CRY CRY CRY*
Man.
I'm screwed.
We got another bloody econs paper tomorrow.
Structured questions and long writing this time.
SIGHS.
Well, all's fair in love and war, or in this case, love and exams!
Grr.
Just 4 more days of exam to go o o
I'm breathing hard here as it is.
I am very lazy.
No kidding.
And getting lotsa unnecessary stress from multiple sources.
Please don't make me angry or worried.
I'm not feeling anything, but calm emptiness.
Leave it that way.
At least I won't grow pimples like that.
:)
4 more days, 10 more papers.
Fate, time or whoever that's listening!
MOVE THE TIME FASTER PLEASE!!

My motto now is : hope for the best and prepare for the worst.

It was some scholarship student's motto I read in a scholarship magazine and I liked it so I made it my motto too.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

RIP Michael Jackson


I keep forgetting to blog about this.
Michael Jackson, the King of Pop, died about a week or two ago.
He was one hell of a good entertainer though I have to admit, his "Thriller" MV is a little scary.
I'm watching one of his old videos on YouTube.
My favourite song of his, "Heal the World".
Read the lyrics, they're really meaningful.


(little girl speaking)

I think about the generations
And they say they want to make it
A better place for our children and our children's children
So that they know it's a better world for them
And I think they can make it a better place

(song begins)
There's a place
In your heart
And I know that it is love
And this place could be much brighter than tomorrow
And if you really try
You'll find
There's no need to cry
In this place you'll feel
There's no hurt or sorrow

There are ways
To get there
If you care enough
For the living
Make a little space
Make a better place. . .

Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me

If you want to know why
There's a love
That cannot lie
Love is strong
It only cares for
Joyful living
If we try
We shall see
In this bliss
We cannot feel
Fear or dread
We stop existing
And start living

Then it feels that always
Love's enough for
Us growing
So make a better world
Make a better world]

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

And The Dream We Were
Conceived In
Will Reveal A Joyful Face
And The World We
Once Believed In
Will Shine Again In Grace
Then Why Do We Keep
Strangling Life
Wound This Earth
Crucify Its Soul
Though It's Plain To See
This World Is Heavenly
Be God's Glow

We Could Fly So High
Let Our Spirits Never Die
In My Heart
I Feel You Are All
My Brothers
Create A World WithNo Fear
Together We'll Cry
Happy Tears
See The Nations Turn
Their Swords
Into Plowshares

We Could Really Get There
If You Cared Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
To Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care EnoughFor The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place

For You And For Me

You And For Me
You And For Me
Make A Better Place
You And For Me
Make A Better Place
You And For Me
Make A Better Place
You And For Me

Heal the world we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children

You And For Me
heal the world we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children
You And For Me

heal the world we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children
You And For Me
heal the world we live in
You And For Me
save it for our children. . .

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I wonder if the purpose of his song will ever be achieved.
Or whether he had stopped existing and started living.
Or had he lived, then began existing towards the end?

He wrote this song for the children of the world.
For a childhood he never had.

This song will be a reminder to the children of the world.
Of him.
Living on forever through his songs.

RIP Michael Jackson.
May you find peace in the next world.

Can't be bothered with titles

Am too lazy to think of any titles, so I ain't using any.
Sent Dru to the airport at 4.30am yesterday morning and NEVER WENT BACK TO SLEEP.
Man was I TIRED!
Saturday was an all-movie day marathon for me.
Don't get me wrong or anything,
But when it comes to exam time,
I suddenly find the need to do many, many things I'm not bothered to do when I'm not having exams.
Look, there's a new Disney movie out, called Princess Protection Program aka PPP.
Starring Selena Gomez and Demi Lovato.
Truthfully speaking, it's not that nice and I fell asleep halfway watching it.
Hahaha!
I don't recommend watching it.
You can try, if you want la.
The guys are n.o.t. handsome.
And the way they talked Italian was a bit weird.
Haha and OMG.
General Kane was super gay.
He looked like the Costa Luna version of Hitler.
I nearly died laughing hahaha.

Friday, July 3, 2009

WTF.
I'M SO ANGRY WITH MY PAPERS TODAY! !
Physics was ****ing HARD! !
W.T.F.
And my ICT Paper 2 , I ****ing got stuck on the ****ing last page!!!!!
The summary!!!!!!!!!!
GRRRRRRRRR.
I AM VERY ANGRY.
I DID IT FOR 50 MINUTES. . . . LITERALLY.

But Maths Paper 4 was pretty okay, thank goodness.
I forgot the volume of the cylinder formula. ==
Okay.
I'm so depressed.
So I'm just gonna watch TV today!
DON'T STOP ME~! ! ! ! !

Thursday, July 2, 2009

I was very frustrated with my ICT paper this morning
It was 15 bloody pages!
I didn't even write that long for my english essays!
But now I can't remember any questions at all. =/
All deleted from my mind already >o<
Hehe.
English blah.
They gave NEWSPAPER REPORT again!
I'm dead .
I suck at writing that. :((
Teacher was killing us, making us write that.
But my question 2 , i wrote a argumentative essay.
Suddenly I was struck by a bolt of inspiration and finished writing the whole essay in 10 minutes.
Haha.
:PP
And wrote it again, instant editing when I copied it into my published copy.

Tomorrow papers are Physics 3, Maths 4 (if I'm not wrong) and ICT Paper 2.
Can't believe we gotta stay backkkkkk in school to do the exam.
T-T
Zomg.
I'm so scared I'll forget the formulas and everything.
Or they ask labels or something that I can't do.
Ok, don't have a panic attack now. . .
O.O

Oh, lookie!
It's gonna rain!
Nooooooo.
I'm going for class tonight.
I feel guilty that I skipped so many lessons. ><

Oh by the way, there's this Taiwanese drama which is super nice.
Don't know what's the title in English.
But Song Yun Hao was so handsome! !
Haha, when I saw him, I poked my sister and said, "Can you marry a guy that looks like that?"
She gave me this "Are you insane?" look and whacked my head! !
SO mean! :'(

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

2nd day of hell :(

E Xtra Adrenaline Mind-blowing Stress (E.X.A.M.S.)

W.t.h.
You know I studied so hard on the stupid eye and friggin' hormones and BLOODY HELL!
Why ask so much about the menstrual cycle and all the contraceptive thingys.
GRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!
If I get a B! for Bio this term, I'm gonna screeeeeammmmm.

Econs MCQ was pretty okay, surprisingly.
I hope I don't end up like last term.
Said it was pretty okay.
And made so many careless mistakes. T-T

Tomorrow got our ICT written paper and English 3.
Sighs.
More writing.

Oh, Mdm Armstrong made us DO SOMETHING for English again even though we're having exams and all the other teachers gave us time to study. ==
We were grouped into groups.
I'm in Group 2, with Dalvin, Andrew, Jae Hyun and Jasper.
The scenario is : We're stranded on a desert island, our plane crashed, no adults alive.
Design a map and put in all the geographical landmarks and stuff.
Well, my idea was to say that our plane crashed on an active volcano, and it erupted.
So that's how we got the hot springs. =D *Andrew's idea*
We have a lagoon for swimming.
And guess what.
We poop off a cliff into a sea.
There's a plank where we sit on our ass and go backwards to poop.
When having diarrhoea, poop there.
When not, poop in the shit-hole Dalvin makes.

It's actually pretty fun though.
The guys wanted to name our island with some scientific name from the Bio book, but in the end, we got the simplest name ever.
Lols.

A lot of the Core Science students went home in the afternoon.
Boy, am I jealous.
We (the Pure Science students) haad to stay cos we had our Bio Paper 2-3 in the last period.
Dammit.

Okay.
13 chapters of ICT to study today.
T-T

Jia you~! ! ><