Celebrated Jasper and Shane's 18th birthday at the student kitchen yesterday. :D

I'll upload the pictures on facebook soon.

Sadly, my camera ran outta battery before the cutting of the cake and all that. sooo yeahh

Anyway! I'm going to London soon!!

I'M GONNA MISS MY FRIENDS :'(

LONDON is so boring sighs!

I think I'm stupid for getting upset over such a small issue, but I can't help myself.

I'm an emotional roller-coaster.

Someone save me please.

End of March

I don't know why, but I can't sleep :/

Just finished studying Chemistry and started one chapter of econs omggggg.

I think I will just cram Econs1 in after Chemistry exam in the morning.

Got bout 2-3 hours, I'll just read the summary book, it's sufficient enough for an MCQ paper anyway hahahhaa.

Got 3 out of 9 of my results back.

Remind me to pester Mr Woods tomorrow for our ELLA1 results.

Oh wait, I don't think I wanna know, I think I did rather badly for that paper. :X

ANYWAY I'M IN SUCH A HOLIDAY MOOD NOWWWW AND NO MOOD TO STUDY LIAOOOOOOO.

HOW LEHHHH?? DIEE AHHHH :((

argh! I can't wait for easter break to start! :33

Even though I'll be confined and I KNOW I have to study throughout this break, else GOODBYE UNIVERSITY. (indirectly, I mean, if I get bad AS grades)

But whatever. My only thought right now is "EXAMS. ARE. ENDING. HOLIDAY.HOLIDAY. HOLIDAY. HOLIDAY!"

I suppose I'll fall asleep soon, once, you know, the internet gets turned off around 1-2ish.

LOL

Anyway oh oops before I forget!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY JASPERRRR!!!

Yee I don't like this picture. :( But it's the only one I have with him, so yeahhh. Whatever la. hahahha

Don't think of maths too much, you math genius! ;pp

And... Happy 19th Birthday to Leonard tooooo! :)

(Wow, so many people born on this date. XD and sorry I don't have a picture with him/of him :x)

One more day of exam!!!

DAMMIT I'M SO LAZY TO STUDY ANYMOREEEEE!!!!!

Heya, it's Sunday night and all my plans for the weekend was an epic failure.

I told myself I'd study Bio finish on Friday, study Chemistry the whole Saturday, and Econs on Sunday.

But as you can see, I've only completed Bio like....erm 6 hours ago? But I might have to go back and revise on xerophytic plants, cos we ain't sure whether it's on the exam or not :x

I went to E House to see Hui Cin and we were in Nat's room LOL

Nat and I were like comparing how our weekends were an epic failure from our plans to study everything finish by this weekend.

So we needn't cram tonight and on Monday night.

But at least she doesn't have Econs to cram for!!

The whole Unit 1, which I still haven't touched omgggg.

And now, I'm just like...memorizing maths formulas for C2 tomorrow.

I think I might ***try*** to study a bit of Chemistry or Econs, depending on my mood.

Been feeling so lazy.

Can't believe that one term is nearly over.

I still can't believe I've been living in the UK for about 3 months already.

Home seems so far away... :(

BUT STILL. 2 MORE DAYS OF EXAMS!!!!! YESSSS!!!!!

(I CAN'T WAIT FOR THEM TO BE OVER -- though I gotta study during EASTER BREAK T-T)

I should be studying now, but I am muka-bukuing as my dear ONE AND ONLY SIN HUI CIN TELLS ME.

And lookie! Here she is!

No, you don't look like a vampire.

And my post has gotten deleted for the UHH...SECOND TIME... cos of aherm. I wonder who.

So I'm lazy to type the bottom paragraph again. :(

(ALL UR FAULT HUI CINNNNN )

(YES U *SHUD* FEEL BADDD)

It's another Friday night.

I can hardly believe I've been here for so many Friday nights already.

I'm so freaking happy that tomorrow is the weekend, but super stressed that I have to study so much this weekend. (Chem Unit 1, Bio Unit 2, Econs Unit 1, C2)

I have to go to town cos I NEED food sustinence to sustain me through the last 2 (most stressful) days of exams.

ELLA1 was totally killer. It's even worse than ELLA2. =_="

I think it's the worst English exam I've done in my life.

But okay, it's over, I don't want to think about it.

I'm going to town in the morning tomorrow.

Though I don't wanna go, but I've run out of food...so yeah.

Going with Hui Cin, Maddie and Kwang.

Ohhh, we sat for our S1 exam and can see the results already +_+

I'm quite disappointed with mine.

91% nya. Cos I wanted a higher mark for S1 so when I do badly for C2 (I suck in C2), it'll average out to be a decent grade. :O Logical right???

Hermmm...I wasted my entire prep time.

Shu Li and Hui Cin were having the time of their lives laughing at my Mandarin writing. =_="

Well, I laughed too...soo hahahah. :p

And Mr Harding kept coming back to check our prep room, cos we kept talking hehehe.

But I really feel like I have no mood to study anymore :'(

Can I take a break now?

But I need to cram so much if I take a break now. :'(

And I cannot stop thinking about my Biology textbook (wth right?)

And I'm like "SHIT! I DON'T FEEL LIKE WATCHING MOVIE EITHER, COS I KNOW I HAVE TO STUDY"

So I may watch movie/study all the way into the night.

I swear, I keep showering during exam periods.

My bath soap went from full to almost half gone in under a week!

And usually it can last me like,, a month?

Okay, I think I'm gonna shower again hahaha.

Bored, kayyyy? (:

I wanna go home toooooo.

I miss home, I miss sleeping on my nice, warm and comfy bed and waking up to find my darling Whiskey sleeping above my head and my warm Ah Chess and Dukey baby curled up next to me.

I wonder how my Princess is doing, I hope mum and dad are going out to see her often.

She likes to be loved too (:

And Whiskey snr and Anette? She's living next to Princess now! >

DAMMIT, I MISS MY SEEMINGLY ENDLESS SUPPLY OF MOVIES -.-"

Everyone's going homeeee!!!!!

I WANNA GO HOME TOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

Okay, Clare, you can't afford to go home anyway.

So much holiday prep. T^T

ESPECIALLY ENGLISH!!!

(Why, oh why, am I taking A Level English again!!!!!!???)

I'm just looking forward to the start of 6.2, where I'll be more free! (hopefully)

Depending what subject I'll drop.

(If mum allows me to drop any)

I'LL BE FREEEEEE (: (:

Friday

4 papers down.

5 more to goooo!!!

Everyone's like "1 paper left! 2 papers etc"

And I'm like "=_= 5 more for me T-T"

Later in the afternoon I have ELLA1 exam.

Only for A Level English students, sighs!!!

Oh wells, at least I don't have any exam on Saturday like the Physics students :p

Poor them.

And next week will bring new meaning to the word "torture" for me. :'(

Monday - Bio2 and C2 (Panic. I suck in C2! AND BIO SO MUCH TO STUDY =_=)

Tuesday - Chem F321 and Econs Unit 1

(Did I mention I've never studied Unit 1 since I stepped foot here? I'm screwed. And chemistry, I DIDN'T TOUCH EITHER OMGGGG)

I'm gonna hafta cram bio2, c2, chem F321 and Econs Unit 1 this weekend)

Wish me luck, i'm gonna need it D:

One word to say about my first paper ie ELLA2.

OMGGGGGG

But at least I finished.

Wrote 6 pages in 1.5 hours.

2 analysis essays.

I'm stressed about an English exam for the first time ever in my life. =_="
I mean, it's no stress!
After all, this is only the benchmark for my predicted grades, which will inevitably lead to which university I will end up in.
A nameless university or a prestigious university.
NO STRESS, RIGHT? -_-"

It's finally Monday and exams have begun!
Anas has started her exams already.
I haven't, I start on Wednesday ^_^
But I'm so bored D:
I wish my exams start early and end early!!!! ><
I have 2 papers on the last day, total WTH right? =_="
Everyone's stressed about exams, but everyone's so excited to be going home soon!
How I envy them.
I wouldn't mind going home too!
But it's not really worth it, yea.
I probably won't study at all.
And it'd be really bad for me. :'(
If I get bad results for AS exam.
Mum's coming down for Easter!!!
(Mum, I want to go visit BATH! AND THE ROMAN SPA =D)
Hehehe

Random thought : I miss watching movies and dramas. D: I haven't watched a proper movie or drama since i came to Concord. It's just like watch 10 minutes, pause, do homework for 1/2 hr, then go back and watch another 3-10 minutes. After doing this for like 5 times, I get bored and stop watching.
Yeah i was telling cincin yesterday how I'm dying to watch a drama, and she was like "DON'T! Later can't focus on exams"
I was like "SIGHSSSSS. I KNOWWWWW. That's why I didn't start watching any... T-T"
Approximately 3 more months = around 12 weeks till I go home!!!
I can't wait, I'm gonna eat and watch TV and play with my darlings everyday! >=D

OMGGG it's Sunday night and almost midnight and I'm soooo not ready for exams!!
I've barely even finished 3 big chapters for Bio and I still have 3 big chapters to gooooo!!!!
Kill me now, please! KILL ME NOWWWWW
I kept making excuses for myself the entire day, saying I'd do it later, or there's still time.
And I can't seem to trust Mr Hayward's judgement that Ec1 is really on Unit 2.
Haven't started revising Econs yet, so as you can see, I'm kinda screwed?
Well, one thing i'm grateful for! Unlike the Law, Double Math and Spanish students, my exams do not begin on a Monday :D
It starts on Wednesday.
Seriously need to get my ass cracking and finish Bio1 by tomorrow.
Else I'm doomed.
Econs, I can do it on Wednesday afternoon after ELLA2.
Need to study for ELLA2 on Tuesday night.
I mean, revise all the damn terms ! =.="

GAWD, I'M SO STRESSED RIGHT NOW AND EVERYONE IS STUDYING LIKE MADNESS WHILE MY DAY WAS ABSOLUTELY WASTED!! T-T
GRRRRR KILL ME NOWWWW!!!!!
I'm a failure! :'(

OMGGGG it's half an hour + to midnight,, and I've only studied two chapters of Bio.
What was I doing since I came back from town?
Oh yes, onlining. =_=
Because learning about electron microscopes and their short wavelengths which can view objects up to 0.1nm apart is sooooo interesting.
So physics-ish. And don't I just adore physics. -.-"
Man, I really need to get control of my head.
Bio, Econs, English, S1.
I keep running these words through my head, but nothing ain't working.
The moment I think of magnification and all that nonsense, my brain shuts down and I go to sleep.
Geez, something is seriously wrong with me~!

And I keep feeling like someone is calling my name.
Actually, it's the person who lives opposite me calling her boyfriend.
She was calling him and i heard my name and i was like "yeah what?"
*opens door*
No one's there.
Hears her talking with her boyfriend downstairs
*blush* I go "oops wrong person heehe"
Embarrassing much? :XX

I spent this Saturday morning sleeping again ^_^
It feels great sleeping in! (for the 3rd Saturday in a row)
But sadly, I had to go to town :((
Cos I lost one of my earrings and I have no spare and I was so scared that my hole would close :O
And going to town explains why I'm only on big chapter 2 on Unit 1 of Biology ><"
And I haven't even started revising econs, which is Unit 2 first. (Why the heck do they call the paper Ec1 if they're testing unit 2??!!!)
Oh and reading my English novels again, for analysis and scene production.
So I need to memorize all those term, "deictic expressions"; "static verbs"; "syntax"; "phatic utterances" and all that.
But I'll leave that till Tuesday night to read through the notes of Enduring Love. =.="
ELLA2 first paper. Man, even English is stressing me out T-T
I keep thinking "Oh shit what if I get bad results for English? What if I can't remember how to write an analysis? What if this and what if that?"
And it's making me more and more worried.
Well, at least I haven't worked myself right up to a good ole temper......yet.
Trying not to stress out, else everything I'm looking at will not sink it at all. TOT
Let me tell you my timetable for this week.
I've memorized it, and I don't have much to say so I'll just tell you guys this.
Exams officially begin on Monday, but I start on Wednesday! (Yay!! ... Or not? Cos I have so many papers squashed into 5 days)
Thank goodness no test on Saturday for me though.
I think physics and another group have an exam on Saturday.
So kesian!

Anyway, 1st paper
Wednesday - ELLA2 (AM1)

Thursday - Econs1 (AM1), BIO1 (PM1)

Friday - S1 (AM1), ELLA1 (PM1)

That's for this week only--
Well this is actually nothing compared to the gazillion exams I took in Lodge, where we had 3 papers on average everyday.
LOL

This week's alright but homg, next week's horrible!

Monday - BIO2 (AM1), C2 (PM1) ---[I suck in C2 MATHS TOT]

Tuesday - CHEM1 (AM1), EC2(PM1)

Then it's EASTER BREAK !!!!!!! :DDDD

Serious Stress!

Shit, whoever said A Levels was hard was right on the dot!
Okay, it's not that hard, but being January intake students who have to learn an ENTIRE SYLLABUS in less than 5 months is serious shitty!
And I'm taking 5 (!!) A Levels, I must be insane.
Easter exam is next week and I'm already panicking.
Cos I haven't really started studying and I'm screwed if I do badly.
It's VERY important for UCAS predictions so if I screw up, I'm screwing up my WHOLE FUTURE!
MY LIFE WILL BE OVER IF I DO BADLY T^T
Can someone kill me now please?
I'm like in the seesaw mood during exams when I don't feel like studying, but know I have to study.
I still feel like my IGCSE results were just based on luck, I didn't really study that hard like how people say "Once you reach high school, you have to study for more than week to prepare for your exams"
I still prepared like okay, a bit longer than usual, ie 3 days before, usually I only prepare the night before.

Sorry for this ramble post, I'm super worried and bored and I need to watch a movie but I NEED TO STUDY MY GODDAMN BIOLOGY AND ECONOMICS!!!!!!
WHAT SHOULD I DOOOOOO!!!!
If I fail these exams, I'M A LOSER FOREVERRRRRR!!!
MY LIFE WILL BE ***OVER***!!!!!
My career will be over before it even beginsss!! T-T

Grr dammit I've been stoning all day and my day's been getting worse and worse.
Double econs is enough to make my teeth grind.
And the rest of the day just went downhill from there =_="

DAMMIT I MISS HOMEEEEE!!
I WANNA EAT YUMMY FOOD, I WANNA SEE MY DOGGIES, I WANNA BE DRIVEN AROUND, I WANNA BE SO BORED WITH KUCHING, I WANNA GO TO SPRING EVERYDAY, I JUST WANNA GO HOMEEEEE
I'm so super uber jealous of all my friends who are going home for Easter!
Easter will be a time of excruciating pain for me.
Mum's coming down and I have to revise D:

And you know what?
My Stats teacher, Mr Harding says "Oh, during Easter break I shall give you no prep! You've studied hard already, so take a break during Easter! Don't study!"
On the other hand, my Biology teacher, Mrs Newton-Badman said, "Okay, folks, here's your holiday prep. Prep for you to do during the holidays so you don't forget your Biology!" (She gave us a sheet of A4 paper but wooow, the work she's set us is ENORMOUS)
Class : "Uggghh PREP!!!!!!!????"

SHIT IM STONING AND GETTING EMO AGAIN.
AND UTTERING A LOT OF PROFANITIES AS WELL.
DAMMIT
IT'S STRESS D:

Heya!
It's a Monday night today.
And Shit! I woke up at 8am today!
And I rushed to get ready for school.
Was ALMOST late for registration!
But Mr Woods (my tutor) and the rest of my tutor group was later ! ;)
Well except Hui Cin and Daria.
Usually it's a close call between the 3 of us on who arrives earliest for tutor lol.
And man, my back has been aching the whole day.
The right side of my back.
I wonder if I'd injured it somehow?
Tomorrow we still have Tuesday tests!
SIGHS! I don't understand how we can still have tests when Easter exam is right next week!!!
My exams start on Wednesday, although exams officially begin on a Monday.
I have 9 papers to sit for. T^T
A single on the first day and doubles for the rest of the exam week!!!!! SADNESS!!!! :'((
Oh wells, at least I don't have exams on Saturday, like those taking physics ! Hehe, I am so evil! :D
I feel so lazy to study Bio anymore, I didn't sleep in Bio class recently, I've been staying awake and listening in class like a good lil girl ;) hehehe
English as test one then break and then bio for me ^_^
At least I don't need to run to sports hall this time!!!
Like last week! Daniel, Ken, Shaun, Kwang and I were late for our second test cos they didn't tell us we had to go to sports hall for 2nd test!!!! :(((
Luckily, Dr Herbert was kind and Mr King too.
They gave us extra time when we explained our situation.
But in the end, none of us needed the extra time anyway ahhahaha
Okay, my back is seriously killing me now.
TTYL.

Heya it's a Saturday night, okay I guess it's Sunday morning now, because it's already 12.10AM.

I am extremely super duper tired.

I guess many people are at the disco, but as usual I am not interested in dancing.

My back hurts, I had so much homework!!

So I spent my whole day doing homework :((

I mean, subtracting the time when I went to town from around 1.30pm to 4.30pm.

Shoot.

Anyway, I finished C2, ELLA2 and my Biology report.

My Biology report is 5 pages long. O.O

Damn, I'm so stressed out with the coming Easter exam.

It's gonna be the basis of our UCAS prediction grades so I *have* to do well!

It's so near to exams, but we're still laden with homework!!!

My teachers have no heart :'(

All the other classes don't have homework T^T

Okay, I'm being so emo right now.

Anyway, one more homework to go.

ELLA1 Production Task.

But I don't care anymore.

My back is aching from hours at the chair and I need a break.

So I'm watching a movie.

ELLA1 can wait.....NOT!!!!! SHIT I JUST REMEMBERED I HAVE TO READ ENDURING LOVE FINISH BY THIS WEEKEND ELSE MR LAWRENCE WILL GET ANGRY WITH ME!!!! SHIATTTTTTTTT!!!!

NO TIME FOR MOVIE BREAKS, CLARE!!

Gotta get my ass cracking.

Bye!!!! :)

Mayor's Concert

Heyy! It's 12th of March and the milk in my room is going to expire in 4 days' time :((

Okay, so it's a Friday night and I am *NOT* mugging for a Saturday test again!! ^_^

Wheee!!!!

Cos today was mayor's concert, thank goodness.

It's the last night of a series of 4 concerts, not including dress rehearsals.

And we had to audition TWICE, cos we weren't ready for the 1st audition, can you believe that??

LOL.

The first concert was last week and we held it for Lower School and teachers and staff and all that.

The second concert was international societies only - for the sixth form to watch.

Third concert - Rotarians and any extra places given to any sixth former who wants to watch.

Last concert (Today) - For the mayor of Shrewsbury and outsiders.

I hope we did alright. :)

I didn't screw up today, thank goodness!

I almost tangled with Tessa during the bending down part yesterday and I immediately got tangled up in our opening yesterday :SS

Today no mistake, which is GOOD =)

Hmm...well it was kinda fun!

And Malaysian and Singaporean Society both had Bamboo for dinner after the performance!! ^_^

Hehe =DD Chinese food all the way babyyyy! :pp

I'm through with wearing tights WOOHOOO!!!! HEHEHEHE

I forgot to bring my camera, but I'll try to get the pictures from the others' cameras.

OMG, Mrs Fowles (my House Parent) just came in and she's sick.

Poor thing,, but thank goodness she didn't try to attempt conversation today.

Before our turn came, I was talking to some of the other Malaysians and we were like "OMG I CAN'T SPEAK MANDARIN EITHER"

Total bonding session!

Hahah the Bananas United!

And I found my life partner.

I'm B1 ! And Maddie is B2! As in Bananas in Pyjamas! HAHAHAHAH

:DD

I have discovered someone who has about the same level of Mandarin as me.

HAHHAH Shuan Kua! We're like the two EXTREME (as the other Shaun says) Bananas!

:pp

Anyway, I got tons of homework today.

My teachers are so relentless. T-T

How come all the other classes are so homework free!!!

Can't even study for Easter exam!!!! =.="

Oh well. I'll try my best!!!!

JIA YOUUUU!!!!!! :DDD

Free Friday!!!! :DDD

It's a Friday night and I am NOT busy cramming for Saturday test!

YAY!!!! ^^

I'M GONNA WATCH MOVIES TONIGHT,

EVEN THOUGH I SHOULD BE STUDYING ANYWAY, EVEN THOUGH THERE'S NO SATURDAY TEST!!!

We just had one of the four concerts before mayor's concert, we missed 2nd prep!

My entire prep room, S9, was like totally empty, cos all of us are performing and the Taiwanese girl from Lower School was attending the concert.

Today's concert is for parents, staff and Lower School, that's why!

Hehe, so Saturday test is postponed to Tuesday but it's prolonging the torture, I should be goddamn studying now! :'(

Ergh, so what am I doing now?

Skyping with Bele, and punching holes in my English production notes.

Damn lame right? Hahhaa

Shu Yi came over to my room a few minutes ago, we were kinda...camwhoring? :P

Okay, last picture. We have more, but I'm lazy to upload hehehe :)

Woeful Wednesdays

Heyyy guys!
It's almost time for the spring concert or mayor's concert, whichever you prefer to call it.
All 6.1 Concordians involved are busy rehearsing every night, including all Malaysian Society.
Today is Wednesday, I should be having a somewhat "free" afternoon, but sadly, I'm not. :(
But hey, i got a DOUBLE FREE from Chemistry today, as some people had to repeat their coursework. xD
YAY FOR FREES!!! :DD
This afternoon's gonna be heck of a busy one.
1.30pm - Chemistry coursework
2.30pm - Piano classes (oh no! Haven't practised yet and I told that to Mrs Hickman when I saw her yesterday in LS :(( )
4.00pm - Dance practice?
2nd prep - Dress rehearsal

Oh dear :(
No time to study for Saturday, I mean, Tuesday (for the next 2 weeks) tests.

For 1st prep, I think I will ask Alisa (my awesome prep prefect from Latvia :D) to help me with makeup for dress rehearsal.

EEKKK, I need to get black tights, thanks for the reminder LOL

I need to jet off for Chemistry soon.

SIGHS.

But at least I'm not one of those unfortunate ones in first-aid training, who have first-aid for the ENTIRE Wednesday afternoon since the beginning of term.

Anyway, it seems as though spring is here.

The sun is up and about before I wake up every day and is sets only after during 1st prep (around 5 or 6ish)

The flowers are also beginning to bloom, so I suppose I *could* call it spring. :)

Well, the down side is that I'm currently in my first day of suffering through my monthly colds, which may I add, only begun since I came to Shrewsbury.

It didn't happen to me in London or Kuching, or anywhere else.

These monthly colds are so NOT fun.

My nose and throat are what, 50% blocked on a daily basis?

OMG ! STOP, COLD!

Can you imagine if I sneezed or sniffed on stage while performing for mayor's concert?

Total "eeekkk!!" moment.