I hate going to the dentist

Shiaaaaattttttt.
I have a few cavities in my mouth when I went to see the dentist today.
OMG, it hurts so bad and you know me, can never tahan pain.
SO i kept fidgeting and fidgeting (It hurt ok!)
And in the end, Dr Chong said "ok. I better give you an injection"
Me : "!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" *gives him a OMG NO look*
Dr Chong : "If not, you have to tahan the pain"
Me : "TOT..........OKOK, I'll take the jab"
And the nurse came with this HUMON-GINORMOUS syringe.
Me :*horrified look* *FLINCH* *gives the doctor "tell me you're kidding" look*
So i covered my mouth with the tissue and said "WAIT!!!!!! I need time to compose myself"
Inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale.
OKKKK *inwardly screaming NOOOOO* i'm ready......
But it didnt hurt as badly as i thought it would.
The irony is that only AFTER he finished filling my teeth, the numbness was more strong & now my entire bottom right mouth is numb like what. I can't feel a thing and can't move it either.
ARGH!!!!!!!!! I have to go back there for another god knows how many fillings T0T
And like 2-3 more injections so I'm so takut of pain T-T
Dr said "Like this ah, every time you do a filling, you need an injection"
Me : "*cry* " (Doctors are evil)

I can't eat anything for the next 3 hours!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Until the numbness goes away, mg.
I'd rather do hard physical labor than go for another jab!!!
I actually asked the doctor whether he could knock me unconscious and then do my teeth.
He said no.
Well, it was worth a shot. :(

Shit, I hate going to the dentist.
I avoided going there since July last year till now.
That's about 1 and half years.
Such is the consequences of avoiding that place of torture called the dentist clinic. SIGH.