Goodbye

Prince died last night.
Dr Lee called Mum in the morning and told her the news.
Poor boy. .
But at least he won't be suffering anymore.
I already had the feeling of night-timeness.
I wanna remember him.
He smells like coffee.
When he pees, he bends his hind legs down and pees hell of a lot.
A huge puddle.
And he likes to bite Princess' collars.
When he sleeps at night, he will wake up at 3-4am and wake me up too when he was a puppy.
He's really heavy.
And I love his big paws.
From the first time he came, I was really fascinated by his big paws.
They were big, huge and black.
It was surprising cos Duchess, Whiskey and Dukey has really small paws.
It used to be so soft, I liked to rub it against my face.
He slept all the time.
Lazy ass.
I love him so super much!
Princess liked to bite everything, the little monster.
He was teething too, but not so bad.
He was quiet and liked the silence.
You would rarely hear him bark.
I only heard him bark once or twice.
His body's huge and long.
The pet shops all said that he was more of a Labrador than a Golden Retriever.
He shreds fur too.
I found out about that and told Mummy.
He has really short legs too.
Funny huh?
But he's the most adorable baby in the world.
When you carry him, you feel like your arms are breaking cos he's so heavy for a 3 month and few weeks baby.
He didn't like sitting on people's laps.
But he liked to be carried.
And when you put him down, he's not like a fluid jumper like Whiskey.
Front legs first, then hind legs like a ballerina.
Nor like Duchess and Princess, who just leaps and squirms out of my arms.
Not Dukey, who will bark when he wanna be let down, and go down with his legs trembling in the air.
He was like sliding out of my hands like water.
He slips out so easily.
And it's really easy to drop him.
They came in a pair you know.
We spent nearly a week deciding on their names.
So he ran through a multitude of names.
Snowy, Caeser, Fatty, Tramp, Lord, Earl, Baron, and so on till we finally settled on Prince and Princess.
Dru, Anas and I were arguing on MSN over what their names would be for 3 hours.
I really miss him.
I'm a bit biased but I loved him a little bit more than I loved Princess cos she's a holy terror.
When they were pups, he slept on my bed and Princess on Sha's.
I carried him in my arms when he first came.
He was the first I carried.
He was so tiny and cute.
I was having a bad day the first time we met...
and Mum surprised me with them.
I was a FL.
And I guess I always will be.
But they really brightened me up.
I didn't want you to suffer you know.
But I didn't want you to leave me either.
Because you're my baby.
And the rest of them ain't babies anymore.
You looked pale and weak during your last days,
It hurt me a lot.
But I couldn't let you go.
But you off-ed and let me go first huh?
I'm happy that you aren't suffering anymore.
I hope that you will have a better life at the other side.
And don't forget me, cos I won't forget you either.
Forever engraved in my memories and my heart.
I love you.
28.2.2009-9.6.2009